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cuernos-de-angel:

ciclobenzaprina:

stay-a-littlelonger:

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jav-xo:

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hoysolofluyo:

sweet-bonnibel:

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decxr:

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te mereces un amor que no te hiera

te mereces amigos que no te fallen

te mereces a alguien que se quede

Te mereces una familia que no se rompa

Te mereces personas que te extrañen

Te mereces la mejor autoestima.

Te mereces días felices

Te mereces sanar. 

Te mereces puras cosas bonitas

Te mereces trabajar en lo que te gusta.

Te mereces sonreír todos los días.

te mereces ser escuchadx.

Te mereces ser feliz

te mereces algo mutuo

te mereces alguien que te provoque confianza

Te mereces ser libre

Te mereces vivir con dignidad

Te mereces amigos que te escuchen

Te mereces personas que te valoren

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Collateral 🗡️ 15: The end of an era

Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader x Namjoon, Jungkook x Female Reader

🗡️ word count: 16.4k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: mention of heroin, complicated feelings, smut (oral and vaginal sex, mmf threesome), trauma response, Yoongi wearing a Haegeum outfit, cocaine use, description of the knife game, an unexpected soft moment and kiss (!!!)

🗡️ note: mc visits Hong Kong. just as i said in the master list post about Korea, all scenery is completely made up. i don’t know anything about Hong Kong and i do not wish to describe any neighborhood of Hong Kong in a negative light, so if anything sounds familiar, it is a coincidence. we also meet some of the members of Balming Tiger! and i realize that the mood board is not totally symmetrical but it was important for me to put Haegeum Yoongi in the center.

🗡️ speaking of Haegeum: thank you to everyone reaching out to scream with me about Haegeum!!! it has been a very exciting time to be a crime boss Yoongi author, and sharing the excitement with all of you has been a fucking blast!!! 😍💜 i love my readers very much! thank you all for being here!!!

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin!

🗡️ posted on april 2023 | read on ao3

As you step out of your shower, the first thing you notice is the sound of voices coming from outside your bedroom door, shouting. One of them is deep enough to be Namjoon, and the other is hard to make out. Could there be something Namjoon is upset about? 

This morning, when you woke up to just Namjoon in the bed beside you, he mentioned that he and Yoongi had a surprise for you, and that you would find out in the evening. There was a tone to Namjoon’s voice that you have been trying not to overthink, especially after he asked you for some privacy in the master suite, and you left him to himself with a kiss to his cheek, padding off to your cold, desolate room. He just seemed…off. Contemplative, maybe. Something seemed to be bothering him, and now that it sounds like he is out in the mezzanine shouting at someone, you begin to feel worried. 

You dry off and take your time rubbing lotion over your legs and arms, curious for more sounds without trying too hard to overhear. Once you are finished and leaving the bathroom, making your way into your closet, his voice is much clearer through your bedroom door—it is definitely him. 

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Collateral 🗡️ 14: Darling, breathe

Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader x Namjoon

🗡️ word count: 17.9k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: gun range, handling a gun, car chase & collision, gun fire, blood, gore, watching a man get stabbed with a katana, major character injury, bath & foot massages, nightmares, early signs of ptsd, weed smoking & cocaine use, teasing the maknae, mention of noona kink, threesome, use of “baby” & “daddy”, pussy & thigh slapping, begging, talk of masturbating while thinking about jungkook, the wee-ist bit of breath play, use of vibrator, established safeword use, orgasm control, oral & vaginal sex, squirting, spit-roasting, blow job, spit, anal fingering, all holes filled, namjoon’s dick is big bc of course it is, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, cum in mouth & creampie, minor character death (sorry!)

🗡️ note: ummmm……..i really do not know how the fuck this chapter became so long (i mean………i definitely went wild on the smut……) but, uh……….? enjoy! you’ve gotten this far, so you know i do not fuck around with the warnings, but if you are sensitive to violent shit, please take care and heed the warnings. see you on the other side!

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin!

🗡️ posted on march 2023 | read on ao3

In the two days since you accompanied Yoongi and the terror twins to the gun range, you have spent some time getting used to your new cell phone. You have followed Namjoon on Instagram, and have uploaded a few photos of your own, pretending that you and mister mafia boss have recently returned from a weekend in Kyoto. 

You wonder, looking at the images again somewhat longingly, if you will ever get a chance to visit Kyoto. You wonder if Yoongi would want to go again and show you around. All of the photos in your Kyoto folder feature sprawling landscapes and a sense of serenity you are not sure you have ever felt in any place before and you would love to experience it by his side. 

The vehicle you are in suddenly jostles, pulling you from your thoughts of Japan, and you jolt up, gazing around the driver’s seat through the windshield. The large, black SUV ahead must have stopped suddenly, causing Taehyung to break abruptly.

“Shit, sorry,” Taehyung mutters under his breath as he waits for the light ahead to turn green. 

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Collateral 🗡️ 13: Merely offering to share what is mine

Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader x Namjoon

🗡️ word count: 10.9k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: gun range, description of handling and firing a gun, referring to someone’s penis as “pathetic” and “little”, use of the word “whore”, the terror twins are really something, drinking and driving, complicated feelings, mention of noona kink, jk has nipple piercings, masturbation with a vibrator.

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin!

🗡️ posted on feb. 2023 | read on ao3

If you slept a wink at all, you have no idea. By the time you concede to the light of the morning sun pouring into the bedroom, you feel exhausted and anxious, unsure of how to face the day ahead of you. 

As you open your eyes, squinting from the intrusion of the light that shines through the wide-open blinds, you notice Yoongi’s side of the bed is empty. There is no sound coming from the en suite, and when you turn, Namjoon’s side is also barren. 

You almost miss the light shining from the closet until you hear what sounds like it may be a muttered curse word in a deep drawl that could only come from Yoongi. Although you awaken with nervous energy, having Yoongi nearby settles you some, and you stretch your arms wide, knocking your knuckles against the wall as you let a nice, heavy yawn work its way through you.

“Darling?” Yoongi calls from the closet. “Are you awake?”

He appears wearing only black slacks, with a black garment hanging in his grasp, and you nearly ask him to pump the brakes on finishing getting dressed to join you under the comforter. You happen to only be wearing one of Namjoon’s gigantic shirts, with nothing underneath. 

But Yoongi says, “We have to leave for the range in about an hour,” dashing all your hopes.

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Collateral 🗡️ 12: Loose lips sink ships

Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader x Namjoon

🗡️ word count: 11.6k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: the return of our favorite gossip girl Felix, graphic descriptions of violence (use of incendiary device to start fire, use of kunai knives and glass to stab & slit throats, use of drugs to force an overdose, smothering), sleep paralysis nightmare, fingering and face-sitting in the garden, joonbug is a real softie, 2seok are up to something.

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin! <3 

🗡️ posted on jan. 2023 | read on ao3

🗡️ note: happy new year, friends! so excited to kick off 2023 with a chapter of my beloved Collateral! this chapter was fun to write, and it is introducing so many things that will be important for the rest of the story. the descriptions of violence in this one are pretty wild, so please be ready!

Light pours into Yoongi’s bedroom, and you grumble as you stretch your arms over your head, feeling the final dredges of sleep wash away to wakefulness. The bed is empty, and the light pouring in is still soft with hints of pink, signifying dawn, so you assume that the men had gotten up much earlier and probably will not be back until afternoon. 

Feeling hunger pangs in the pit of your stomach, you grumble and concede to getting out of the warmth of the giant, lonely bed, to make your way into the kitchen for something to eat. Perhaps Felix or Changbin will be around to join you—though you still feel put off by the latter’s behavior the last time you saw him, you would still welcome his company.

As you push the heavy door open, making your way out into the balcony, you find two bodies sitting on the bench outside your bedroom door. However, neither are the men you expected. 

Seokjin sits tall in a burgundy three-piece suit with one leg crossed over the other, holding his phone as if he is watching something on the screen. Beside him, Hoseok is dressed in his standard black garb with his head on Seokjin’s shoulder, smiling at whatever he is looking at. Suddenly, you feel exposed walking out in only one of Namjoon’s oversized black shirts and panties, and you take a step back to rethink your attire and consider putting on some of Yoongi’s sweatpants. 

However, before you can make it back into the safety of the master bedroom, Seokjin looks up and, with a grin, clicks his phone off and keeps his attention on you. 

“Well, well,” he mutters, “if it isn’t the wolf cub we were hoping to see.”

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Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader x Namjoon

🗡️ word count: 13.7k 

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: difficult conversations and heavy feelings, threesome (oral sex, vaginal & anal sex, a train-like position? you’ll see.)

🗡️ note: this chapter is a mess. whew! you may get frustrated with how i decide mc feels throughout this one, but she’s my character, and i want her to be a little broken. 

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin​ 

🗡️ posted nov. 2022 | read on ao3

The restaurant Yoongi brings you and Namjoon to is a dinky sushi spot in some back alley downtown. You always enjoy these places the most—the unassuming-on-the-outside, amazing-on-the-inside restaurants that Yoongi seems to prefer. 

The three of you are led to a private room, and before you have a chance to sit on the thick, red velvet cushions which line the back wall, servers are coming to fill glasses with rice wine and water, and inform you that dinner will be ready shortly. Yoongi must have called ahead. The servers exit, and anxiety settles in.

There is probably no need to feel nervous since it makes sense that Yoongi would already know everything about your past. But what if he was directly involved in what happened to you back then? What if Yoongi’s family was in charge of the honey bees who sent you to kill Seungri? You are not sure you can handle the ramifications of everything being a setup from the start, knowing just how little control you have had this entire time. 

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Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader x Namjoon

🗡️ word count: 12k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: daddy kink, fingering & oral sex, squirting, graphic depictions of violence with blood, vomiting, character injury

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin! <3 

🗡️ posted sept. 2022 | read on ao3

Steam fogs up the en suite quickly as Yoongi’s large tub fills with hot water. Yoongi’s bathroom is, quite frankly, ridiculous. Everything is black marble with gold accents and light wood cabinet doors. Along one wall is a sink with two large vessel bowls and a large mirror. 

Past the sink and a modest toilet are a shower that is nearly a room of its own, with glass walls and doors, several ceiling-mounted shower heads, and tile shelves along one wall. On the other side is a spacious cabinet across from the sink, and near the shower is a square, black jacuzzi tub, which is large enough to fit four or five people.

Jimin sits on the closed lid of the toilet seat while you dig through Yoongi’s cabinets, sighing at the lack of bath-related items. While a glittery bath bomb may not be the best idea for a tub with jets, you had hoped for a nice scented bubble bath to act as aromatherapy to ease Jimin’s nerves.

“I’m going to run to my bathroom quickly, okay?” you ask, and Jimin nods, though his eyes stay glued to a fixed point ahead. 

You move quickly, scurrying from Yoongi’s room to yours. The mansion feels eerie with everyone gone or asleep and with most of the lights dimmed, so you opt not to linger and find out if it happens to be haunted as you run through your room to grab a bottle of eucalyptus-scented bubble bath from your bathroom shelf and run back.

When you return—slightly winded from your excursion—Jimin is still seated on the toilet, and you hold the bottle toward him. “Is this okay?” you ask, squeezing the open bottle enough to emit a burst of scented air. Jimin nods and cracks a smile. 

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Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader x Namjoon

🗡️ word count: 11.2k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: graphic depictions of violent torture (striking and breaking bones, shocking with a baton/stun gun), some blood, pants pissing, threatening with a gun, flirting & pining, yoongi’s giant balls in khaki pants, daddy kink, almost smut

🗡️mc has a fun ice cream and museum date with…namjoon…??? 

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin​ 

🗡️ posted aug 2022 | read on ao3

“I feel cooped up,” you admit with your hands on your hips. “I want to go to the city and…I don’t know…walk around, eat ice cream. Anything.”

Yoongi sighs and throws a stack of papers onto the table before him. It is eight in the morning, and you stand in the main hall in a black silk robe tied over a short sleep dress. Black fuzzy slippers cover your feet, and you tap one toe impatiently with your head cocked to the side. Hoseok and Namjoon glance between the two of you while the others stare straight ahead as if nothing is happening. 

“Why all of a sudden?” Yoongi asks. “Why not once I am finished meeting with my men?”

It is your time to sigh. “You are always meeting with your men.”

“I don’t know if you have forgotten what I do, darling, but I happen to be a very bu—”

“I am well aware of what you do, Yoongi,” you interrupt, mimicking the bite in his tone when he said darling, “but I am fucking bored.”

Yoongi’s jaw sets, and there is a fire in his eyes resembling that which you saw as he sliced the man’s fingers off in the basement of House of Cards. You know you are playing a dangerous game, but you are restless. And you are not afraid of Min Yoongi. 

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Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader

🗡️ word count: 8.9k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: use of a knife as a weapon (lots of blood, finger slicing & throat cutting), rough vaginal sex (semi-public & in private)

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin​ 

🗡️ posted july 2022 | read on ao3

When you gaze at your reflection in the mirror, eyeing yourself in a very flattering evening gown, you cannot help but wonder if it is really you staring back. The emerald green sleeveless column gown has a top layer of sheer lace with intricate embroidery and beading in swirling floral patterns. Rows of green satin fabric at your chest and hips keeps the dress elegant and tasteful, exposing your shoulders, midriff, and thighs. 

Your hair is pinned up, twisted delicately from your nape and temples, into an intricate-looking bun in the back. Jimin has given you the smoky eye look you have come to expect, and he wraps a heavy gold Cuban link necklace around your neck.

“You will be on your feet all night, so I chose a low heel. And I have set aside a black faux fur jacket,” Jimin informs. “Also, I know this is going to sound like some patriarchal bullshit, and I promise you it is not, but, once we get to the casino, you must not speak to anyone but us.”

You scoff and meet Jimin’s eye in the mirror. His small hands are on your shoulders, and he has a deadly serious look in his gaze. 

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Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader

🗡️ word count: 8.8k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: past trauma mentioned, gossip, drug use & drinking, non-explicit drunk sex 

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin​ 

🗡️ posted july 2022 | read on ao3

You wake up sometime in the evening to an empty bed. At various intervals, the sound of Yoongi getting up, showering, and getting dressed roused you just enough for you to acknowledge what was happening before you crashed into the pillow and continued to dream, so it is not a startling realization to turn over, arm outstretched hitting the mattress and feeling a cold comforter. But you still let out a deep sigh and wish Yoongi was home, if only for a kiss. 

Flashes of last night come back to you, and you squeeze your thighs together, willing the inkling of arousal that licks at your core to hold off just a while longer. It has been entirely too many hours since you have eaten anything, and you tell yourself that you should at least take care of that basic need before moving on to others. 

As you stretch and get out of bed naked, you decide to pad over to Yoongi’s closet and steal some of his clothing rather than put the dress back on or greet Felix and Changbin in the nude. The soft rug beside Yoongi’s bed feels nice under your toes, but the hardwood is cold as you open the closet door and step inside, feeling around the wall for a light switch.

Yoongi’s closet is mostly black clothing, which makes you chuckle. There are strips of color here and there, especially in the suits and dress shirts, but most of the casual wear is black. You grab a pair of thin, soft black lounge pants and a black tee from the front left side of the closet and put the clothing on before deciding to walk around and look a little more closely at some of the garments.

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Your ex-boyfriend gets in over his head working for the local mafia, and Boss Min has come to collect his payment: You.

But was it simply a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time? Or has he always had his sights on you?

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🗡️ Yoongi x Female Reader

🗡️ word count: 9.3k

🗡️ mafia au, strangers to lovers, graphic violence, major character injury, poly, smut, angst, fluff, nsfw, explicit 21+ 

🗡️ chapter warnings: past trauma mentioned, drug use, masturbation, blow job, oral sex, fingering, multiple orgasms, begging/teasing, degrading language (slut), rough sex, fluffy feelings 

🗡️ beta read by @neoneunnajimin​ 

🗡️ posted june 2022 | read on ao3

You return to the mansion with a heavy heart. The sun rises over the horizon, painting everything in a soft golden glow, and Yoongi convenes in the main hall with his family men, dropping himself onto his blue velvet chair with a loud exhale. You lean against the wall in the entrance and pull the straps of your shoes over your heels, not bothering to take the time to unclasp them; you are eager to get out of your dress and climb into bed. 

But as you begin to walk toward the steps, Yoongi waves you over, so you change course. Yoongi’s eyes fall to the table in front of him, but he holds his hands out to you, and when you take one in yours, he tugs you onto his lap. 

Seokjin, Hoseok, Jimin, and Taehyung sit on the large blue velvet couch, relaxing in the seat despite appearing tense and apprehensive. All the men are in black button-ups and black slacks except for Jimin, who still wears the leather harness over the white satin shirt that he got from Yoongi. You sit on one of Yoongi’s legs, not comfortable enough to relax against him in front of the others, and Yoongi loosely wraps an arm around your waist while he leans his head on his other hand, elbow anchored against the arm of the chair. 

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